Every moment of every day
every simple part that passes away
you are not here to light the way.
I can't wait until you are here to stay.
For now my cries echo though the hall,
the pictures that are absent from our wall
the part that I fear is that you won't be here
I want to have you by my side
to show you feelings that I can't hide.

Well I'm working on this one still.

That eerie silence that flutters from within,
that pinch when you see someone grin,
that pressure that fills your chest up with pain,
that feeling you know you will never gain.
Then one day that envy kicks in,
the deep down punch could make your head cave in.
The feeling of nothing that moves all around.
The feeling of no one will make you fall down.
--Geri Ann 2001

My heart is empty, I thought it was full.
Like a flower without petals, a child without dreams.
A life without ease.
An empty soul-how easy it is to deceive the warmth of sex.
-Geri Ann

Twas the beginning of darkness.
All around was dead.
It was the birth of a new age-cold and lonely
For I did not see what I had become nor understand
the possibilities that could come about.
Life had changed and there was no way of stopping it.
Everything was different nothing was the same.
I just sat in one spot and did not move
not even a breath.
-Geri Ann

You are a door that's locked.
I hear noises behind you, coming from within.
I listen very coherently, trying to make out what I hear.
Calm knowledgeable speeches, energetic playful tones.
Sometimes I can understand it all, sometimes I cannot.
But I try to imagine what it was meant to be.
More and more curiousity builds up.
Heart pounding, heavy breathing...I peek in the keyhole.
Uncouth visions of blue and green intoxicate my mind.
I close my eyes, only able to take in so much.
Trying to fool you, I peek again.
But there is no way to, you know how I feel.
Leaving me left wide open, not the slightest alarmed.
Confidence in you has stricken me blind.
Now I don't know what to do.

-geri ann